LAST DAY OF JANUARY.

Yesterday we did NYC.
Today was Philly.
And that was it for about 3 weeks.
Next up Australia.
I´m stuck in NYC for 10 days without a passport.
It´s going through a process for Oz visa.
I guess there are worse places to be stuck in.
I am happy.
And tired right now.
It´s almost 5am.
And there´s a storm here.
Weather´s crazy windy and rainy.

Terminal 5.

NYC.

Good morning. 

Monday?

It's actually tuesday.
Goodnight Richmond.
I loved the hotel.
The town?
Didn't really see anything.
Some nice buildings.
NYC tomorrow.
Everyone's getting sick.
The body doesn't take flights and change of weather well in the long run.

Richmond.

I'm in Richmond.
Last night Austin, Texas.
Before that Dallas.
I'm in a bathrobe watching a movie called paperboy.
If I would ever have to choose to wear the same thing for the rest of my life it would be a bathrobe.

Dallas!

On a plane.
Going to Dallas.
Bye Bye Denver.
L.A. in my mind.
My birthday was amazing.

LA LA Land.

Suddenly my flight was changed.

I fly out to L.A. tomorrow. 

I´ve spent a birthday 21st of January in: 

-Australia: a town called The town of 1770 (Agnes water) surfing and getting sick. 

-Indonesia: The Gili Islands, Gili Trawangan to be exact. With amazing people and I turned 23 and I did my first and probably last theft. Stole a Pringles can because I couldn´t be bothered to walk up to the counter to pay, and by the way, you can get into major trouble in Indonesia if you get cought. But then again there are no police on the Gili´s. 

-Dubai: at my cousins, and this was year zero. 

Last year when the clock turned 00:00 I was at the Emma music awards with friends from work, the after party to be exact. I had just returned from Thailand.

The next day (my actual birthday) my boyfriend took me out for some beers to a bar called Siltanen, and I was kind of sad because no one of my friends wanted to celebrate with me.

And we walk in and Boom!

It was a surprise party. 

I was so touched, it was the most amazing thing anyone´s ever done for me. 

And by two of the most amazing people I have in my life. 

They forgot to invite my sister though. 

And now I will celebrate with a person who has her birthday the same day. 

And in L.A. 

Lately I´ve noticed that I take a lot of pictures of my feet. And I have amazing shoes.

First visit at Kmart, only been to Walmart. Don´t really know the difference.

Wore my SUPER AWESOME Joel Hallikainen T-shirt.
Turhaa, aivan turhaa.

Had some beer at my favourite bar, The Room.
Dead Guy Ale, I love cool beer bottles.

Chilled with my boyfriend.
 Who´s gonna sleep in my lap in the plane tomorrow.

South Point Park and the beautiful sunsets. 

Abuelo always gets so much attention on our walks. 

I printed about 50 tanks. SUPERWOMAN.

Thursday.

I was really crafty again.
I´m really into sowing.
Maybe I should make more of them.
Wonder if anyone would wan´t to buy them.
Forgot about yoga.
Wen´t to dinner with the best company.
Had a beer at my favourite bar here, The Room.
My neighbour.

My works.

Nobu, amazing dessert.

Me and the hair that always seem to bore me. 

Here it comes.

The craziness starts.
Routines.
More work.
Stress.
Different cities.
Can´t wait.
I fly on monday to L.A.
(then Denver, Dallas, Austin, Richmond, NYC, Philadelphia)
AND MONDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!
25 years.
I´m so young.

I´ve been screenprinting.

I got creative and started sowing, and this came out. 

I´ve been doing beach yoga all the time. I LOVE IT!

It's ok.

It feels better already.
Today I fell in love with a place.
So different to South Beach.
Took the dogs for a run.
Key Biscayne.
Paradise, right?

This awesome life.

Everyone is always like "woah moving to the US is so awesome".

That´s probably what I would say to someone in my position too. 

If I would be stuck in Helsinki still. 

The truth is at this moment it´s been really rough. 

Some days I´ve felt like I don´t even want to get up from bed. 

I guess I´m so emotional. 

Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn´t have went home for a visit. 

It made me miss my old surroundings a lot. 

Being surrounded by people I love. 

I try to think that if I would stay in Finland for longer it would get boring again. 

I guess I kind of miss routines. 

I try to think positive. 

And think that this is just a phase.

Which I know it is. 

And I´ve heard this is a normal thing that happens to people who move away. 

The first visit is the hardest. 

The Ocean, The Sky and random tourists.

Todays tune: 

Sorry.

I´ve been horrible at updating.
I haven´t been feeling it at all.
I had an amazing time back home.
Met a lot of friends.
Family.
Relatives.
They all mean so much to me.
And leaving home now was so hard for me.
Harder than moving away.
And now it´s been a shock being back in Miami.
First day felt like I just wan´t to stay in bed the whole day.
I try to keep myself occupied though.
And rollerskating.
And doing yoga.
So I don´t sink deeper.
Where´s my motivation?

Took my rollerblades with me from home. 

When I got back I had got a xmas card from my dear friend Andrea.
I saw her in Finland. 

Went for a drink to the Broken Shaker when I got back, with my tattooer friend Dean. 

Beach yoga time. By the time it´s done it´s already dark outside. 

Went for a run this morning on the beach. Yuk. 

Jogging is not really my thing. 

Took a selfie and that´s about it. 

MIA

Life is really hard sometimes.
Saying goodbye to loved ones.
I am back in Miami.
And I feel empty.