Jul 29, 2013

Fears.


Wonderful.
Amazing.
Mind-Blowing.
Turns into.
Doubtful.
Boredom.
Problems.
And the cycle ends.

The cycle just started.
It's wonderful. 
I feel hopeful. 

I just flew 13 hours in first class from Tokyo.
Almost missed it.

Jul 27, 2013

Tokyo.

I've been distant.
I'm in Tokyo.
Arrived today.
Spent 2 days in Korea.
Saw the hotel.
And the mall next door.
And the festival.
Wanted to see the gym.
I was denied access.
Because of my tattoos.
Crazy.
Discrimination. 
In 2 days I'm going home.
America.
Feels like home now at least.
4 days off.
And then on the road again.
We haven't been home in 2 months.
Guess who I'll see?
MY BOYFRIEND.
Abuelo.
Can't wait to wake up in the morning.
Look to my left.
And see his smelly face next to me.


10 hour flight to Seoul from Frankfurt.
My mirror had a tv.
Only 14th floor.
I SAW THIS AT THE TOKYO AIRPORT!
And maybe you didn't know.
But I used to be Lilla My.
The one in the red.
32nd floor.
Amazing view.

Jul 23, 2013

I wish you would read this.

Why do I keep you in my life.
I don't understand you.
I'm too nice.
I wanna believe that you are good.
In my face.
You are.
The moment you turn your back.
You're not.
You pull energy. 
And I don't have any to give you anymore.
It makes me laugh.
I see through it.
I just feel bad.
You ruined your music for me. 
The only thing I hear now.
Fake.

But I want to thank you.
Knowing you makes me aware.
I recognize. 
And I appreciate.
Good people.
And I'm surrounded by them.
And a new one just entered. 
I'm happy.
Thanks to you.


Jul 21, 2013

Poland.

Today is my mums birthday.
I love her.
The show here didn't happen.
The stage was not secure.
There was an awesome dj party though.
So spontanious.
So much fun.
Today was a day off.
And the next 3 days are off.
I wen't to the gym today.
That's about it.
All the tv channels are dubbed.
So I wasn't even able to watch tv.
Didn't feel like sightseeing. 
Tomorrow off to Berlin.
And from there after the days off.
Hello Korea. 
I am so excited. 
Yes over Korea.
But other things too.
scchhhh.

Dinner last night.
I got my dance gear on for the party.
My family members.
Today my run was brought to me by Tunturi

Jul 19, 2013

Yes.

It's been a really long while.
I am back on the road.
Paris.
London.
Latitude Festival.
And now I'm in my bed in Birmingham.
Tomorrow Poland.
The Asia.
Had to say goodbye to the oh so comfy tourbus.
So sad. 
It was all of our home.
Early flight.
I need to give a proper update.
PS. I am really happy.


Din Din last night in London.
Me & Ali before World War Z.
Latitude Festival was freakin' hot.

Jul 15, 2013

I love home.

So much that I just decided to leave tomorrow.
I just bought another flight.
So I have this whole day to chill.
And it's sunny.
And wonderful.
 

Jul 12, 2013

I love.

Being here.
Reminding myself of who I am.
Everyone around me reminding me.
To relax.
To enjoy.
To love.
To let it all out. 
I have missed this.
I am sad to think about leaving them all.
Again.
So much love.
I have been really emotional.
Feels good to cry. 
Goodnight.


Jul 10, 2013

Jul 4, 2013

Hola.

I'm in Barcelona.
It's 3:48am.
As usual I can't sleep.
Arrived at about 7pm.
Beautiful hotel.
Went out for dinner.
Beautiful city.
Beautiful people.
Why have I not been here before?
I want to know spanish.
Tomorrow festival.
And hopefully beautiful weather.
And lovely people.
Yes!


Breakfast in Hamburg.
Barca.


IT WAS 4TH OF JULY.
I can't believe I wasn't in the US.

Jul 3, 2013

Hamburg.

Just saying hi. .
And working backstage.
On my computer.
Planning the future.
In Hamburg.
PS. I jumped from joy when I saw a Hesburger here.
EEEEEEK.

Jul 2, 2013

Sleep.

I have not been good at updating.
Now I'm in my bunk.
On the bus.
Had a day off in Amsterdam.
Yesterday.
I saw a good friend of mine.
We met in Indonesia.
A couple of years ago.
It was so good to see him again.
We went to see the Black Crowes.
Had dinner with everyone.
And got a little tipsy.
And me and my dance partner and him all got bitten by the dance bug.
Cheesy saying.
Bitten by the dance bug.
Will never use stupid sayings again.
I fell asleep at 3:19.
Today I saw the Van Gogh museum.
And it was a work day. 
After our extravaganza a band.
Trash Talk.
From Cali.
Played at the same venue.
AMAZING.
A sweaty and crazy hardcore show.
Sweet guys.
Cool peeps.
Got the T-shirt. 
Zzzzzzz.

Oh and I saw the Rolling Stones.
At Glastonbury.
And it was not rainy.
But somehow I managed to step in a pile of mud.
So I can say I got the real Glasto experience. 

TRASH TALK. 

MICK JAGGER. 

TENTIN´.

GLASTONBURY.

VAN GOGH. 

TRASH TALK!